Well, Me, being the emotional wreck i am, prolly wont be on for a week or so, due to the crap i'm feeling. My people are taking me to some fucking doctor who's gonna sit me down and talk to me about...well...me. As if some total fucking stranger cans olve my problems...AND I have to go to the fucking dentist... Anywho, alot of things i'd hoped for are just dust in the wind now... i guess if you dont expect anything you cant be disappointed, which i always am, so...... yeah. I'll be out and gone, prolly by myself.
As usual, i let the littlest things hurt me the most... w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r
I have no tools to color and/or pen my crap, so everything that i've done recently will probably end up in SCRAPS so if you really want to see anything that i might finish, everything will be there. Not much doing right now, so dont be in expectency of anything
Well. My birthday is on Sunday... Its going to suck. Just like every other year. Things have been going sucky lately & i probably wont have much art this week due to the lack of tools. But, just saying a friendly hello to all you guys who stay faithful to me (despite my unhappiness & bad art lately) and i might not be on for a few days.
Have a wonderful week and or summer break. Lots of love -Asterisk
God damn them all to hell... All week long, guys are being such assholes to me. My own fucking father is even being an ass (more than usual) He never hears me when I WANT to talk & he doesnt give a shit about anything i care about, especially drawing. HE and other shit heads are the reason i feel like i should quit drawing. I draw so i can share, but If none of the people i want to share it with care, what's left? Some shit head at school that i went out with is being a dick-head. He talks to me when "none of his boys are around" and when t hey are around, i'm either dont exist or i'm such a freak to them, he wont talk to me. So i fucking told him. I let him know not to speak or even look at me again. I fucking HATE IT WHEN I CANT BE HEARD!